6 November 2007, Tuesday
It has been 4 days since PO3 Halloween Party and 3 days since my Birthday Party. So I have been lagging for 2 days,haha!
The Halloween Party was deadly FuN. First of all, thank you so so much Miss Paula Christina Barrera for making me up and thank you so so much Miss Yasmin and Miss Syahidah for lending me outfits and accessories...MMMMMWAH!
How's the story peeps?...hehe. We spent like 70% of the time taking photographs,we played one game whr we have to feeel stuffs,grooss stuffs thn we 'enjoyed' the food(food is as spooky as US)hahaa! Then e best part for me was the SURPRISE! =D really did not expect it AT ALL coz my bday was like a month ago,its jz the celeb postponed to nov due to fasting & hari raya but its ok, THANK YOU MY BELOVED PO3 BABES & DUDES! Love ya'll..*hugs* Paula,i have to tell u,besides the best make-up artist, ure also 1 of the best young photographer i've ever met,mwah! =)
Thank you for the photos Paul <3
These are my favourites =D
That was 4 days ago...
My belated bday party at ECP Island Resort felt to be sooo short coz it was really2 GEREK! I juz wished tt one night would have been much2 longer,hehe!
A BIG thank you to Jia Shun, Yasmin, Sya, Zirah, Jo, Is, Azimah, Aisyah, Nurimah, Suelas, Yati, Firdaus, Hafis, Wan, Zaid, Suzy, Faris, WanPee, Anuar, Mac, Saiful, Suhana, Yaya, Munzir, Khairulnizar for coming!
To all my uncles, aunties, cousins, siblings, family friends & neighbours, *hugs*...THANK YOU for coming too and made everything kecoh & gerek...=D .
To Ernie, Siva & PO3 babes, thank you for the Sheer Romance,hehe! I lurrrve it~
To Faiz, sorry I did not direct u properly or picked u up. Thank you for making ur way to the chalet,hehe =D & ur prezzie! *hugs*
Saving the best for the last, THANK YOU MY DEAREST MAMA & BABA for spending so much to hold the celebration & for the lovely Moschino prezzie!..LOVE YOU~
Those 13 friends who stayed back and made my night happy and enjoyable, POWER ahh,the best overnight chalet i've ever had man~ gerek! The 'heart attack', the 'Bluff' (zaid,masih jujur? lol), the 'Murderer' (i can only be the best civillian cz i can easily noe hu is e murderer but im the worse murderer cz i either wink at the other murderer or a policeman lol)...had fun till 7am! WooWw, lucky i brought the cards =D..thanx guys...*hugs*
Btw,received a typed bday song from U at abt 0130hrs. Why..whyyy...? If U want to leave me, leave me bulat2 bole? Leave me & nvr come back please.
Whenever U keep coming back like this or in any way whr there is U, it's difficult for me U noe tt? Do U noe tt i can melt & be soft? Do U noe tt i actually wanted to reply U and even thank U? I do not wan to ignroe U,i DUN. But ill be reminded of ALL the false hopes, the sweet lies, the harsh words and the U that I nvr knew and when im reminded, all I can feel is juz HURT,juz hurt & nothin else. And when im in pain, all i wan is a life WITHOUT U. Now do U understand? Pls, help me move on wth my life...without U
Hmmmmmmmmmmmh...i muz say,this is even worse than living in denial. I juz cant explain how worse it is,i juz know it IS. Its purely torturing and painful to lead a life like this.
Gave an analogy to my besties: "You want to run so much but you juz can't run coz u ran before and it did hurt ur knee a lot and whenever you feel like running now, ull juz be reminded of how painful it was & u'll juz keep refusing to run again"...........
Sorry guys, if this post is too long but im sure u guys will enjoy it & reflect on it...ciao~
2 comments:
Hey babe! im still uploading pics.. so sorry. :) hopefully u had a great time on the ya bday. Apologies for nt turning up! anyhoo.. "Men are not worth your tears, the one who is doesnt make you cry" *smiles
whoah. zim sey. cheydebah sista lu ada blog sia. anyway, long post eh kau? but it's kinda good isn't it? almost like a source to pour your heart out. and heck, you don't have to be soft you know? i damn know how's the urge like to reply an ex's text but oh well. let by gones be bygones. just go with the flow but never let your guts down. if there's 52 cards, save 1 for the one. =)
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